no, it would make you a masocist.
It hurts my ears too, but thats not as much of a positive ...
I liked the little break down towards the end. If I was voting out of preference this would have a low score, but I am giving you a 7 out of respect for the work that I can tell is in here, the little break down. The repetition is the only thing holding this back in my opinion.
But keep making what you like. There will be people that enjoy it as much as you do.