Well, I just finished a 40 day fast and I have a new focus on my music. It helped me to realize that I had been taking the negative scores and critizisms my pieces were recieving too much to heart, and it was causing me to enjoy the process of making music less, to the point that making music no longer had its original purpose for me. To be an enjoyable, expressive outlet for my creativity in which I can glorify the only thing in my life worth glorifying. I realized that the audience at NG (while you all give feed-back, which is never a bad thing) is not my target audience. It'll probably be a while before I make anymore VG remixes . . . I honestly don't know if I ever will again.

But until then, any music I put up, I will put up after I am allowed to put it up. Some things are so special you keep them between yourself and the person you made it for. Ya know?

hmm . . . what else. meh, I am glad to be back and glad to be making music again! ^_____^