So, I've decided that listening to DJ Tiesto is a double edged sword. On one side of it, his music is truely at the pinacle of trance-ological talent (if I have the room to make up a word) and certainly has given me ideas to try the next time I sit down with the "good" ol' FL. On the OTHER side of that sword, my stuff SUCKS by comparison. Only naturally, tho. But his "input" "influence" i'm not quite sure what passive adjective roll he is playing in this . . . but some of my stuff will DEFENITELY be better with it ^_^

Music is FUN again!

hmm yes, here is a picture of my typing this post . . .

So I finally downloaded FL8 and I think Fruity Dance is one of the most entertaining things on FL. Just thought I would put that out there ^_^

Well, I just finished a 40 day fast and I have a new focus on my music. It helped me to realize that I had been taking the negative scores and critizisms my pieces were recieving too much to heart, and it was causing me to enjoy the process of making music less, to the point that making music no longer had its original purpose for me. To be an enjoyable, expressive outlet for my creativity in which I can glorify the only thing in my life worth glorifying. I realized that the audience at NG (while you all give feed-back, which is never a bad thing) is not my target audience. It'll probably be a while before I make anymore VG remixes . . . I honestly don't know if I ever will again.

But until then, any music I put up, I will put up after I am allowed to put it up. Some things are so special you keep them between yourself and the person you made it for. Ya know?

hmm . . . what else. meh, I am glad to be back and glad to be making music again! ^_____^